What if. (EN)

What if...

what if i begin writting in english my posts..

i'm sure i'm going to have many grammar mistakes, as i have when i chat with my foreign friends.

Maybe on these kind of post i can speak about them.

As George, the scorpio guy who is bloody intense... The british, from birminghan. He is currently studying literature, british and german literature. And also he wants to do a master on german one. We have similar music taste and i think he is pretty interesting. Also he has a big dick who makes him more interesting. He asked me to marry him hhaha, and i said yes.

Then i have Patrick, from New Zealand. A truly surfer, long hair and really tall. He looks pretty handsome, and it's nice to talk to him... He is trying to get the thing hotter and i'm still cold... poor pisces boy.

Dakota and Zack, already they broke my heart, they disappeared 2 and 3 weeks ago, so bye bye bitches.

And finally my lovely Vishal.  I know that i'm in love with him. When i saw his pictures i always find him attractive, even if it's not for other people. He doesn't has a big penis, but he is tender, cute, smart.

I don't know why, but i really want to care about him. He won my affection. He is there for me since the beginning of this quarantine and i been for him too. This is something reciprocal. 

But here is happening something else. I'm intense with him, supportive and tender. He is, but sometimes he put some distance between us.  My reading about this is, that maybe he is more in love than i am, and he is being cold for caring about his own heart, and if it is like that he is doing good. I know that i am the one who could break his heart.

Many times when i go to sleep i want to say him that i love him. I don't knoe if it is something so so deep, but i really appreciate him, i want to cuddle him, and stay awake till the morning talking about random things.